I don't have a clear inner monologue. When I am alone it is mostly quiet. Perhaps that is why I get the urge to create.
![](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/eee17c81-adc4-4bce-8096-08bb88a07013/272d58c6-f3b3-4d4b-a8d5-910a498a0023_rw_1920.jpg?h=a1d6fce7b910ea95233e8895dabbdb93)
When I am around other people, they shine their light on me revealing the tallest and most exiting edges of my personality. When I am alone, only my own light shines, and the contours of who I am is much harder to define.
![](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/eee17c81-adc4-4bce-8096-08bb88a07013/4f6caf01-3454-4ba3-9c40-935f97c482f9_rw_1920.jpg?h=9ba05869cf33ccbb1de5fa0d47f09a22)
![](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/eee17c81-adc4-4bce-8096-08bb88a07013/ab329c2f-3f92-4989-afc7-c74b54de9b1c_rw_1920.jpg?h=a31191b35f40e94a28a35e4ff0a2fed5)
I am so much more at ease in the company of other people, but as I grow older, I feel the need to become more at ease with my own self.
![](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/eee17c81-adc4-4bce-8096-08bb88a07013/3dad45a5-64ca-487b-ba13-93aaa71286e3_rw_1920.jpg?h=c28b8bb354e3c56ad2896063a405254c)
![](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/eee17c81-adc4-4bce-8096-08bb88a07013/a7e7947d-790f-486b-8745-451d49ba5705_rw_1920.jpg?h=4025aaf24a0f9abd21b119a5f6fc2f1d)
![](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/eee17c81-adc4-4bce-8096-08bb88a07013/1388bf9b-8985-4b16-8662-7c7bb84d2dfc_rw_1920.jpg?h=f5b076e0d0742fd162b8079b06657c3c)