Saturn orbits the sun every 29.5 years. As it returns to the point it had on your birth, it is said to bring darker times. 
My world changed, but from within. I only remember bits and pieces. My thoughts racing through the night with only the feeling of my body against the sheets to disturb them.
In retrospect I have troubles making sense of it all. I have no clear idea how I got better or what went wrong in the first place. Maybe i will get an understanding of it eventually but for now, this is what I got.
I am working with a book dummy. Feel free to contact me to sneak a peek.